Hallucinatory poetry "The Reflection,"

I’m certain my mind is already made,

After hours spent in the cataclysm of hell so to speak,

I will climb from the depths of despair toward some bright ray of hope,

Though in time I've learned that all I felt was made up in my mind,

For in the end of all these steadfast, fleeting thoughts, 

What has passed was between me and you.
That infinite realm of the Universe can shed light,

Although her thoughts are more negative than positive,

I'm in a state of thought I could wait forever till your moment arrives,

Though I should have thought clearly what I was going to say,

That I should have thought about you,

Despite the conclusion we're irreplaceable.  

-Dedicated to Ariel.